Lol .. wasnt able to post anything this 3 days as i REALLY HAVE NO TIME .. i need to sleep .... Friday 6.30 to 12 midnite den aftertat Sat from 10am to 11pm den TODAY 10am to 6.30pm .. KILLER RITE? Lol .. But Really Really Learnt ALOT... Well time to UPDATE my blog =D

On Fri i went to the Course .. Hmm .. During the course tat day i realised .. alot and i mean ALOT of people have left the course already .. They quit .. I myself wanted to quit? but i know that i must continue the course as it will be SUPER Benifitial for me .. =D .. The key part of friday was the part where we had to play this game .. Its called the 'Red and Black' Game .. well the game was VERY confusing so i'm not gonna explain .. But i learnt a HUGE LESSON in that game .. For the 1st time in the course i Stood up and told people what i felt .. and actually convinced them to listen to me .. NOT BAD SIA?? Haha .. Even though i'm kinda like the youngest in the course i managed to change the minds of around 20-30 people .. =D

Then the next day, Sat .. Today we had a WHOLE DAY of the course .. It was HORRIBLE .. haha .. alot of excercises and a few made me very emotional .. Well Well Well .. ME .. Emotional? No link rite ?? hahah .. But i actually cried so hard i wasnt able to control myself .. Hmm .. Why? Well because that excercise made me think about my mother .. Not my step mother but my real Mother .. She passed away when i was in Pri One .. And there were parts when we were made to tell her wad we truly felt .. What we want her to know .. and Wad made us proud about her .. Alot of this stuff i NEVER EVER in my life let her know .. and never HAVE A CHANCE TO DO SO AGAIN!!! .. i suddenly felt so empty in my life when it made me think .. And tears fell like rain sia .. HAHA .. SO PEOPLE .. IF YOU HAVE A MOTHER?? CHERISH HER !! ..
Okie Okie .. Enough of me being sentimental .. On Sat i also did another thing and it was to take the mic during the sharing session and Shared .. Well .. i shared that i have alot of limitations in life and beliefs that i cannot do this or that and gave an example i said i cant dance because before the sharing we were FORCED TO DANCE !! .. Lol .. It was fun but i seriously cant dance .. While i shared .. The guy in charge .. HE DID AN VERY VERY F***ED THING .. HE ASK ME TO GO TO THE CENTER OF THE ROOM AND ASKED ME TO DANCE .. IN FRONT OF 68 ADULTS .. i was like WAD THE F**K ????!!! .. But everyone was like clapping and askin me to go .. So i went .. u noe wad MUSIC THEY PLAYED ?? They played that 'I'm too sexy for my shirt , Too sexy for my body' Song .. WTF ?? but since i was at the center already .. i danced .. i Kinda 'Strip' danced and slowly took off my jacket and swung it over my head .. U NOE HOW I FELT ?? I FELT LIKE DYIN !!! ... But everyone was laughing .. DOTS !!!!

Well Today Sunday went back to class AGAIN .. Today was the Last day of the course and i was kinda expecting today to be a big day for me .. EVERYONE was looking and smiling at ME .. for doing that dance -_- ... Well .. i kinda jus smiled and stuff but i was SUPER EMBRASSED LA .. *SOB* .. Then afterthat we did some of the activites and aftertat went for lunch with my group people =D .. During lunch we shared and talked about alot of stuff .. i also told them my problem and one of those was to let the girl i like noe tat i like them ... haha adn we started talking about each other .. and knew things about myself i never knew .. some one said i was humourous , and sensative when i need to be .. and let out that if i was older she would like me .. i was like WOW .. haha .. but too bad .. i still dun dare .. HAHA .. Well some1 also pointed out that i was very good at analysing their problems and giving advice. So i would be a good leader .. i was kinda laughing myself silly .. HAHA .. me? a leader? u GOTTA be joking .. But a few people agreed .. so maybe ?? haha .. i'm not sure .. BUT i noe what i want in my short term .. AND THATS TO GET MY DRIVING LICENCE !! hahah ...

SOOO SORRY PEOPLE THAT THIS IS A VERY VERY LONG POST .. HAHA .. but i jus want to type my feelings and stuff .. HAHA .. So if u actually read the WHOLE THING .. Eh .. CONGRATS u noe more about me .. LOL~~ haha .. OKie i gotta sleep le .. my head killing me .. NITE PEOPLE !!