Monday, April 30, 2007

i'm Back

Hmm .. been thinking alot this few days. Especially yesterday ba .. But hopefully everything is over .. i dun really like stuff like that .. But guess i gotta accept it ?.. Anyway today at the office is another day of doning totally nothing. I've not worked on anything constructive since thursday last week =_=. I've only been workin on my report which is due on 21st of May.. Life at work is soo boring, the only two events siginificant that day are Lunch and Going home Lol~ .. Anyway I realised I never Zi Lian for quite some time le .. Haha So i Gonna post some of my pictures ~ Yay kekeke .. If u people wanna Vomit Pls Scroll Down =P

This is Not ME !! Haha .. This is so u can Vomit. Its My SOCK!! haha .. Too bad Sunday my whole shoe wet den socks also Whole thing wet keke.. Now that u vomited enough time for my Pictures =X

Heh Heh =D

I Love My hair Sia .. keke .. Too bad it cant stay this way when dry =_=

A Koala !! I never seen this Soft toy sia .. Its my Sis's haha i KAPO =X ( To take picture only la~ )

Haha Okie Thats all with my Post today.. See Ya !! Oh ya .. i Changed my Blog Song !! AGAIN !! WooHoo .. This song is from 200lb Beauty .. That is a Damn Nice Movie !! so everyone !! Must watch Okie ? hahaha .. Take Care ByeBye~

10:59 PM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Problems Galore

Question : What does it take to be with somebody
Answer : Everything.. Thats what i'll willing to give.

Apparently very little either believe my reply, or feel that my Everything is just not enough. But really thats what i'm willing to give. I can jolly well change just for someone if they want me to. I dont need anything else. But why wont anybody give me a chance to prove myself? Do i look like some irresponsible chap who cant even be responsible for his life or the life of someone dear to him? What difference does it make when i'm 19 and when i'm 24? I cant earn money now? I'll go !!! I'll just go get a job if thats the problem. I can manage both a job and my studies. It'll be hard, but i'll manage for sure. Why cant anybody give me a reason why they wont give me a chance? Whats with the objections. Am i really that immature? I'm 19 already !! what cant i do now that i'll be able to do suddenly at the age of 21 or older?

Can someone jus tell me straight in the face what is the problem. What is it that i cant meet? Which criteria do i need then i would be considered matured enough to be in a relationship? The problem must be mine. Cause there is just no problems in her to me she's just perfect. Well what can i say? If i get condamned today for blogging this. I will be responsible for my actions. Whatever you all want me to do i'll really do it. Jus please dont tell me its my age. Cause even if i suddenly mature to and think like people of that age. I'll not be able to change my age. I really dun wanna spend years inbetween thinking about what could have been. I rather jus take responsibility now and do everythin wiythin my power to prove to everyone that i can do whatever is required jus to be with her.

Why let two person be hurt and seperated, when you can jus guide us along? If we are not matured enough, i'm pretty sure the church would be there for us. No? Pls god. I Pray u'll bless us with both maturity and strenght, that we would prove them all wrong. I also pray that god u'll bless the church, that whenever we face any troubles we would be able to find help from the church. Pls lord. i pray ..

1:53 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007

Lalala~

New Song =.=||| .. this is like the .. 3rd or 4th time i change song this week Haha .. Well i soo gonna change again lor Haha =D.. Anywway .. nothing matters anymore !! .. i'm happy Lol~ .. HOPE i stay this way =X .. i think i will KEKEKE~~ .. ok la .. ENJOY the song ~ CYA

Love You So - Natalie
From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

6:28 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Presenting Expensive Fruits

Today went out with Leslie after church .. we 1st went to Orchard to help him look for places tat sell mua ji .. Haha .. Dun ask me why he needs it, i jus noe tat he wants to find supplier for his NYP project la .. haha ..After orchard we continued our Mua ji QUEST !! .. haha so we went down to Liang Court at Clark Quay !! .. Haha .. THERE WE FOUND THE MOST EXPENSIVE MUA JIs ON EARTH .. ( Okie i'm exaggerating ) but its still expensive sia .. IT's $2 a PIECE !!! .. OMG =.= ..

So After comparing prices we went to Walk around Liang Court and started lookin at Jap Stuff !1 Lol~~ and Guess Wad We FOUND !!

ORANGE JUICE !! COOL RITE !! GOT LAYER DE!!

A MELON !! CHECK OUT ITS PRICE !! $79.90 !!!!

APPLE !! $12.90 !!!

Mini WATERMELON !! ... $38.00 !! ( THE BIG ONE CLOSE TO $90 )

THIS IS THE MOST JIALAT 1 !!! .. $10.50 FOR AN ORANGE !! .. SOOO SMALL !!! =.=

Wah .. me and Leslie were like laughing our heads off .. we started comparin the prices of other things .. We were like goin .. WOW TAT NOODLES SOO CHEAP !! .. ONLY COST 1 ORANGE =.=|||| .. Which, if u look from the top, is $10.50 =.= .. THE THINGS THERE ARE CRAZY !!! .. HAHA ..

Anyway i gotta wish my MAID HAPPY BDAY~~ ..

HAPPY BDAY~~~ HAHa .. TOo bad she cant come online to see Muwahaha~

9:04 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Jian Fei Da Zi Hua 2 !!!

Recently i started having the GYM fever again .. Now i wanna slim down to 70KG STRAIGHT !! Muwahhaa.. I Realised office work really makes people fat .. In the office all you get to do is EAT and WALK AROUND .. wah.. can die sia .. Somemore in the office u get tired super easily and they provide a Pantry for u to get stuff like MILO, COFFEE and BISCUITS !! .. So Eat and Drink den Slack at your SEAT .. COMFIRM FAT =.= ... I'm gaining weight sia .. So i've DECIDED .. I've gotta STOP SNACKING, DRINKIN SUGARY DRINKS and I'VE GOTTA EXCERCISE MUWAHAHA !!! ..

Ytd i start my REGIME !! .. i Ran 4Km, did 100 sit ups and lifted weights for around 150 times !! .. wow .. after not excercising for soo long i nearly died sia .. Today i also repeated the same thing .. but its not as tiring as yesterday ba .. Haha .. i going to choing !! .. hahaa .. JIAN FEI !! JIAN FEI !! ..

Oh ya .. Another reason i suddenly wanted to slim down is cause i want to take my mind off some stuff ba .. Some things have been bothering me recently .. and i've started becomin moody .. Well .. i've hidden away those emotions already but to stop myself from becomin moody again i gotta find somethin to occupy myself .. I dont really noe what happened to me this week .. but i pray that it wont happen again, as i dun wanna affect the ppl around me again =.= .. Haiz.. i hate trying to be happy around ppl when i'm unhappy .. but the point is i dun wanna be unhappy to others who did not do anythin against me .. being moody SUX .. duno why ppl like being emo and stuff .. But still .. realli when u are moody u really wanna let urself be stuck in that self pity and stuff .. i reali didnt wanna return back to being the normal me .. WHY? .. Well i think i'll just ignore that and keep it buried deep deep within myself ba .. Anyway once i'm with my friends i'll forget everything !! .. haha .. THANK GOD FOR MY FRIENDS !! EACH AND EVERY ONE OF U!! =D ..

10:14 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Funny Stuff

This is a Short Update .. Haha .. This few days nothin much la .. jus kinda mody and stuff .. anyway today got this EMAIL .. super funny .. haha .. so i think i'll Spread the joy~ .. for those Moody ppl out there .. CHEER UP HAHA .. Here's the EMAIL!!..

This are REAL ANSWERS to REAL TEST QUESTIONS !!

9:40 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

It Ends Tonight

All Amercian Rejects.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

7:31 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

ARGHHH ..

OMG .. =.= .. i was trying to change my blog skins and .. deleted ALL MY LINKS BY MISTAKE .. OMG OMG .. =.= ... Zzzz .. sian sian .. EVERYONE PLS TAG ON MY TAG BOARD PLS!! .. GIV ME UR LINKS .. i GOTTA RELINK EVERYONE ... Zzzz .. HELP!! ..

Anyway .. i've Changed my Blogskin, Added a New Song and Posted Something .. Hope u all like it .. haha .. REMEMBER LEAVE UR LINKS AT MY TAGBOX !!! .. I WANT MY LINKS BACK !!! Grrr ..

11:27 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Nothing New

Shyt sia .. so sian .. GOTTA REFORMAT MY COM SOON .. Grr .. cause i tio this stupid virus .. when ever i log msn i will start spammin everyone with the message tat i got a new photo album and tat i wanna share it with everyone !! .. Grr .. and tat photo album is the stupid virus .. GRRR .. Cant believe i fell for it =.= .. Anyway before i reformat my com i gonna blog .. haha~ .. Cause i need to post some new pics .. Wow i realised i've been quite regular in updating my blog thisfew days wor .. must be cause i got alot nice pics to shw EVERYONE haha~ ..

Anyway, i think i'm gonna become fat very very quickly .. Ytd my boss came back from overseas .. and bought ALOT OF CHOCOLATES !! .. ITS SUPER NICE!! muwahha .. i ate like SOO much ytd and today .. later i gotta go gym or else i'm in DEEP TROUBLE .. >.< .. Any oh ya .. i owe Yvonne Chia $6 .. cause she help me buy Sunglasses .. o.0 .. actually hor ... from the front looks OKIE la .. but from the side ... Zzz .. its like thick and transparent? ... GRR .. SO GIRLY .. YVONNE U DUNO HOW TO BUY GUY's STUFF LEH!!! .. Haha .. This past 2 days time in office passed VERY FAST SIA .. haha ALL THANKS TO YVONNE *EVERYONE CLAPS* .. haha cause she sooo good go online let me suan haha .. THANKS HOR !! .. and also because i got abit work to do also =D .. so hmm .. can say this 2 days not so sian .. =D .. Okie la .. i gotta post pictures and then reformat my computer already .. i CANT PLAY MAPLESTORY Lol~ .. Anyway i dun realli play le .. but my graphic card got problem sia .. ZZzzz Stupid virus .. !! DIE !! .. Grr .. i'm So Dumb .. >.< ..

Okie Pictures ..

See !! .. ALL THE WRAPPERS !! .. I"M GONNA BE SOOO FAT!!!

The Chocolates i ate !! .. haha .. I Cleared this 4 also =X..

Hmm .. The sunglasses are Yvonne Chia's =.= .. Okok ppl gonna say i'm zi lian again .. BUT I'm NOT !!!

I'm MORE DEN ZI LIAN !! .. HAHAHA~~ .. Lol =X .. Btw this sunglasses is the one Yvonne bought for me =.=|| lai ar lai ar .. Come say her taste bad Lol~~ ..

Okok .. Haha .. Gotta go le .. CYA~~ .. Hope my com recovers by tml Zzz

8:09 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Sentosa

Lol~ .. went to sentosa ytd .. Urgh .. MY TEAM LOST !! .. i cant believe it .. Zzz .. Anyway my arms both hurt now .. must be the paddling .. Zzzz .. Anyway .. SENTOSA CHANGED SOO MUCH!! .. the beach is soo nice .. cant believe it .. haha .. and ytd i went got ALOT chiobu sia .. haha .. SOOO NICE !!! .. kekeke ..
I always thought sentosa's beach suck tats why i dun wanna go .. but now .. OMG !! .. they even have clear water !! .. ok not VERY clear .. but Clear Enough .. haha .. Anyway ytd i also went to watch The Reaping .. DAMM COOL SHOW !! .. muwahaha .. soo nice .. But this is not a Must watch on my list .. its a NICE show nia ~~ .. if u have nothing to watch i recommand BUT !! .. if u are super afraid of horror shows .. this show is NOT for u .. haha .. its SCARY OKIE!! .. =X
Okie .. enough !! .. Time for some pictures =D

This is what we were doing when they were having Breifing .. Lol~

Me and Alex !! .. haha they were still having breifing =X .. We were playing around in the sand .

Me Alex and Ezra !! .. haha .. If u dun wanna see pictures of me .. TOO BAD .. haha .. today will be ALL ABT ME!! Muwahhaa

Muwahaha ME!! .. THANKS XINYING FOR DE GLASSES !!

HAHA .. LAST PIC OF ME !! Lol ...

Okie okie .. no more pics le ..CYA!!!

10:59 AM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Lol ..

Lalala .. i'm bored stiff .. Zzz .. Fucking internet got problem again .. Freakin hate it .. cant download songs .. SO STUPID !! Grr .. WHY ME >.< ... STUPID INTERNET .. URGH ... SIan SIan SIan .. Oh ya .. uploaded ANOTHER NEW SONG .. haha .. actually quite old song la .. but den cant find in the past .. only just found .. so post lor .. haha .. Hope u all like it Muwahha ..

BTW Dumbo Yvonne .. DUN GIVE PPL IDEA =.= .. i still owe her a favor .. later she realli ask me go i'm gonna go to ur house .. and DRAG u down to cityhall to accompany me queue for donuts .. and through out the whole waiting time i'm GONNA SUAN UNTIL U CRY MUWAHAHA !! ..

9:56 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Pictures

Eh .. Ignore my previous post ba .. jus ranting .. here's some pictures ..

Pictures ..

Okok i go le .. Bye

8:55 PM

Wtf

Haiz .. wads wrong with me ?? .. i startin to feel moody .. Big news .. me of all ppl .. startin to feel moody .. Zzz ... kinda startin to hate stuff .. Today sucks .. Work sucks .. i hate it .. Zz .. Apparently 1 guy at work is being a cb to me .. why aim me ? did i do anythin to u ?? FUCK OFF .. URGH .. i jus dun care anymore .. i jus wanna let out my anger .. FUCK OFF !! .. FUCK OFF !! ..

Heck it i'm totally moody .. i think i'll jus end this post .. sorry to the ppl readin . i jus wanna Fa Xie .. Pls ignore .. =.= ..

8:46 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

Blog Update!!

Grr.. i jus updated my blog .. and suddenly blogger got some CRAP problem and the post is freakin gone .. WTF .. MY POST!! .. Wtf la .. >.< .. Sian Sian Sian .. Anyway i have to retype everythin again .. Zzzz .. Okie 1st i wanna explain WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN BLOGGING .. well simple .. cause i too lazy to upload pictures from my phone to my laptop ... and no pictures means blog very boring .. So no blog .. haha .. Anyway i'm just working .. i have TOTALLY nothing to blog about .. its so freakin sian i dun even noe wads new everyday .. =.=

Anyway last week quite eventful .. So tats why no time to blog .. I went on my DONUT quest last week ... Haha .. My mother bought some donuts from city hall 2 weeks ago and i realli liked it .. and also my sisters likes it .. so i decided i'll go and get them .. But because its tat nice .. ALOT OF PPL buy .. so means i have to queue freaking long .. Zzz .. So i tried to go on Monday .. And at aroung 7pm .. The person told me .. SOLD OUT .. on WEdnesday SAME STORY !! .. So i decided to end my quest .. But yvonne say can HELP ME QUEUE on friday ..!! so i tot Should be able to buy .. But wtf sia .. Friday 6pm SOLD OUT LE .. WAD THE FUCK!!! .. Sian sia .. So i decided .. Since sat i'll be goin down to city hall to meet my Maple Story friends in RL .. i'll go queue for donuts 1st ... But sat worst lor .. =.= .. i reach city hall at 2pm .. queue till 2.45 and i've only moved like 10 steps ?? Shyt sia .. Sian Sian Sian ... den my friends came and i decided not to wait le .. Zzz DAMM PISSED .. Den ytd Sunday .. after service .. i had like 4 hours to spare .. So i decided to go down and giv it 1 LAST SHOT .. i very bu fu qi .. WHY CANT I JUS GET THE FREAKIN DONUTS ..
LUCKILY i got my donuts ytd .. Actually wanted to buy 12 .. but after queuing for 2 hours can i dont get 24?? haha .. i now eat the DONUTS UNTIL SHIOK Muwahha .. (OMG I GETTING FAT AGAIN ) Grr ... once my leg fuly recover i'll go CHOING GYM !! .. HECK LE!! ARGHHHH
WTF SIa .. wanted to post pictures .. STUPID BLOGGER BUGGED AGAIN .. SCREW U PROGAMMERS !! ARGHHHHHH .. Okie la .. no mood to post le .. GRRRRR ... BYE BYE!!

8:13 PM