I'm BACK! haha

I realised that its only 4 days since i last blogged but I've got TONS of stuff to Update. Haha~ Christmas Eve, Christmas, Projects, Medical Checkup for NS, Chalet and obviously MORE PROJECTS! Hahaha Life has been eventful ya? =X

There really seems to be Tons of things to update lor, and i really do not really know where to start, maybe i'll just start with Christmas Eve. Hmm, Went out the whole afternoon with YiTing and Pigeon. The whole day was practically spent at Orchard where we kinda walked around trying to shop for things, Oh ya ! I found a place that serves better coffee than Starbucks! It hurts to say to say this but ya! Gloria Coffee is Nicer then Starbuck's! I feel so much like a traitor .. Keke ..

Anyway YiTing was a Uber Loser on that day! She was a Vegetarian!!! Hahaa .. So the 3 of us couldnt go and eat MEAT! EekK~ Man cannot Leave on Bread ALONE! =X I need MEAT !! LoL~ .. But sadly we still decided not to eat meat so that Miss YiTing wont have to envy us .. See I'm nice! Anyway went home at around 8plus? then slept till 12am and went down to town again! Watching a midnight movie at 4am So gotta reach there earlier =.= "I Am Legend" was nice! Kinda la~ Will Smith really can act seh =D .. And some1 was crying like through the whole show la! =X .. Tsk Tsk~

So Christmas eve ended and Christmas started with me going off to work! haha .. No sleep alright?! Zai! Movie ends 6plus, Work starts 8am - 4pm. WooHoo~ Was on auto pilot throughout my shift but apparently when i'm on auto pilot I CDR better then when i'm awake =X .. Keke. Which was Really sad? But I upsold a PEPPERMINT GREAN TEA LATTE! Yayness!

Afterwork met up with ZhiZhong (Z3) and Edmund to slack around. But as Orchard really wasnt the place to be on a Christmas Night we decided to jus go Sakura Buffet at Orchard to eat and Nuah. When there Z3 started Scanning EVERY GIRL in Sakura la .. Tat Horny guy, Hahaha~ We were crapping and commenting on the various people in the place =P, and since i was Ultra hyper i started laughing like mad in the place, OmgOmg~ my Image!!! But it was fun la~ We ate Tons too! kekeke.

After Sakura I went back to Store with my friends cause we ran out of ideas of places to go to, and as I was Uber broke we decided Starbucks is the best cause i get free Water! Hahaha. So I went back to store and started crapping IN STORE! I realised, I'm really crappy ya? Esp when i'm Not awake .. Haha! So just stayed around till YiTing Punched out and we went home together. Finally Slept !! Hahaha~

Boxing day was jus plain boring, Went to change my Laptop charger in the morning as it spoilt AGAIN and i had to do my project. So went to take bus, 4 buses just drove PASS ME!! Because they were kinda full and i was alone at the busstop they just didnt want to stop at all for me!!! So i stupidly waited 1 hour for a bus willing to Stop for me .. =.= .. Got to SimLim aftertat and changed my Charger, I kinda feel that they are Cheating my $$!!! Changed 2 times in like 2 months!! Argh ~ Wadeva Who ask me wanna save on this kinda thing? =X Went down to school aftertat, Nuah Nuah Nuah then went home. Haha

Yesterday was Super Tiring, Went down to the medical checkup, Darn! It was Horrible la ! 1st i cannot bring my camera phone into the place la! so i was out of contact with the world for like 5 hours? 2ndly they cheated my feelings can! they wrote on the letter they sent that the test would take 4-5 hrs I was there for 6plus 7 hours lA!! And because of tat Poor Jerome had to wait for me at Pasir Ris mrt for 2 hours =X .. So when i finally reached Costa Sands "Resort" it was like 6pm already lor .. Totally cannot do anything even if i wanted to =X.

And Surprise Surprise!! Pigeon has her Chalet just next door to me can? =.= .. I was like at r08 and she was at r09. Haha .. So coincidential la! Tsk Tsk, Aftertat we kinda jus went around and Nuahed. My Chalet ppl 90% all i didnt noe de. Den got to know some of the people only ytd. But it was alright la =.= In the end didnt spend anytime with them at all =X .. Oh ya .. Gotta thank Jerome for the Haggen Daz Icecream! Haha .. He was soo nice! He bought me a Large Pint of Haggen Daz IceCream!! Maccadamien Nuts ! Yummy! Lol~

Anyway tried the whole night to get pigeon to tell me who she "Falling" for, but to no avail. Haiz~ Tell me secret mah! I like hearing secrets !! Hahahah~ Hor YiTing ? =X

Waoh a Super long post sia~ =X Its only been 4 Days!! And i'm workin Graveyard Shift Tonite! Omg oMg ~ I'm soo dead =X Gotta sleep le. I'm Exhausted!



Eeek! EeeeeK! *Shoo!~*

whOoT?

Lol, Its been so long since i've REALLY Updated, It has just been songs lyrics and some random Nonsense =X, but then my life hasn't really been all that interesting. So YUP! I'll post random nonsense now as well! therefore this is my disclaimer :

*This Post Would be Random Nonsense! Please Dun Read If u're NOT BORED*

Hahaha!

My life seriously is like work and projects now, been spending alot of time on projects but i've realised that I've really got to spend some effort on my projects as well, time doesnt get projects done, effort does and i've jus been spending lots of time on projects with no progress! OmgOmg! Hopefully i get things done during this Christmas period =D.

Work has been great so far, apparently all the guys in store should have a price on our butts, cause there's been ALOT of butt touching going around among the guys, and I've realised that by butt is like the "MOST WANTED BUTT" in store! Hahaha. I can be talking to customers halfway and they will just walk over and touch my butt, WAD SIA!! How CaN!! I've got to charge them soon, SOON! Hahaha!

And I've been irritating everyone at work by singing the Insanely Catchy "Only You" Song to everyone during my Shift Hahaha! Madness! I'm starting to go crazy at work already! And i've realised CDR aint that hard actually, just TALK lor~ Jus a "How's your day so far Sir/Mdm" would be all thats needed to start a conversation and getting to hear that you actually lifted the person's mood for the day was a GREAT feeling for me !! haha .. YAYNESS!! Getting to talk to some really pretty girls is a perk too! Muwahaha!

Anyway as I was saying, I'm BROKE! =X My little shopping trip for Christmas presents has officially killed my Atm Card. So i'm a poor boy now, but not as poor as a certain someone who only has $5 on her card. HAHAHA. LOSER! But my Haul from Christmas wasnt that bad either, I've got a Nice wallet and Belt from my aunt and mum respectively! Lol~

Anyway Wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
I'll be workin on Christmas though, Sadded? Hahaha. Hope its Fun!

Oh ya, Got to thank GIGANTIC Level 10 Loser Pigeon For helping me choose and wrap the presents ya?! haha .. THANK YOU! LoL~

ChAos~ bL(BenLoo NOT BoyLove/BigLoser) =.=

Only You
Alvin and the Chipmunks

Only You
Can make this world seem right,
Only you
Can make the darkness bright,
Only you, and you alone
Can thrill me like you do
And do fill my heart with love for only you.

Only you
Can make this change in me,
For it's true
You are my destiny.
When you hold my hand, I understand
The magic that you do,
You're my dream come true,
My one and only you.

"Rap"

Only You, and you alone
Can thrill me like you do
And fill my heart with love
For only you,
Only You

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No No! I'm not in "Love" I just Find This Song "Cute"

Anyway

I'm tired =X .. and Broke ..

Actually Very broke.

Hopefully I survive till Next Year.

Money Money Dun Be Late~

bL - Only ME~

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted lyrics

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all , at all...

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Another new Song Updated ..
Nothing much i would like to Update anymore,
If You Understand U'll understand
If Not then you Dont have to understand

Simple
As
That

Ciao~ bL

New Blog Song! Lol~

Teardrops From My Guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need andEverything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause its so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

CHORUS
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishin on a wishin star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight,And give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause

CHORUS
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishin on a wishin' star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do

So I'll drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time, taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see..

Tsk Tsk, Another week passed by, and for Once i'm feeling relaxed and happy after the common tests ! haha .. After all my papers I realised that I should do quite well this common test ba? But i gotta continue to Mug for another 2 more months !! Final semester ending. I'm Leaving Poly Already!!

Had Store BBQ yesterday, Hmm things were quite alright la. Didnt stay long as well. I'm just So tired =X and add to the fact i had alcohol keke .. I was so Dying by the time i was going home. Tiring Tiring ! Bicycle rides are just So Nuah~ Hahaha .. Cycled from Yishun to Bishan yesterday nite and my god! My legs really feel like breaking after that =X .. Keke

Anyway Tons of projects coming up soon. So gotta Mug MUg MUG!! =X ..


How I Wish Things Were Just More Simple, But still Its Just Getting More and More Complicated ..

Its been some time since i last blogged, actually not tat long ago la. But still tons of stuff happened during this period of time I went "Mia". Actually there is seriously tons of stuff I want blog about, but time and again it just becomes a draft in my list of posts and gets deleted from memory. But then again, I dont really have a "mini fan club" so updating isnt so much of a issue. hahaha .. =X

Anyway kinda realised that I'm slowly becoming more and more of a "Loner" already. Hey, not that i want it to be that way you know? =X .. But now I've started getting more used to being alone. I've used to dread this feeling but then now other den a little sense of disappointment I've slowly gotten numb to it all. Bleah~ Wadeva? Yeah?

Had the event of Sat, but it was seriously disappointing, not the organising team, they did a great job in getting everything to run well, but seriously I guess my team was tagged as the team to hate from the start. Well I guess having a few players who have never played Captainsball before was my mistake as well cause they started banging into everyone just to try to get the ball. Well, I should have known. I was registered under YMM but seriously, I guess my team should have had another catagory for ourselves. We were just the "Outcasts" i think.

Well we won both Soccer and Captainsball, but seriously winning didnt feel all that great, in fact i would have rather we lost den win, whats with all the unhappy faces all around us. My team was strong, but then again who would register a team for a competition just to go there and lose? Well its Stupid and since I wasnt asked to join the other YMM team i just created another team with the people who were "Outcasted" along with me. Is that my fault? Well guess it is.

Got "Preached" for playing rough during the competition, but then again as my team was the "marked" team this was just going to be the case. I guess I can Blab on and on and on about this and the only thing i can get from this would be that I'm trying to "defend" my team. So Wadeva, I'm not gonna explain my actions, whats done is done, go think about it, I've always given my all to any game i've been playing, be it soccer, captainsball or any other sport. And if my all is rough to you guys, den why start complaining now? I've been like that All Along.

I treat everyone on court as Players, and i feel that not giving your all and giving others "chance" is disrespectful, I've played against much stronger teams and got trashed but I rather get trashed by a team of players giving their all den lose marginally to a team who isnt even putting in effort to play. I just didnt disrespect my oppositions on the Court and I got condemned. Seriously we could have just looked damn bored and won them anyway lor.

Believe me or not, but I personally didnt play my best while playing against the "weaker" teams. But i kept to myself about it, Should i just shout "Hey! Anyhow play la, Giv them Chance la, They are Lousy". Who after hearing this would have any motivation to play at all? Anyway every team on that day played to WIN, if that wasnt the case we wont have met YMM at the finals. Rite?

I seriously wont even start on numerous dubious calls that the ref made that day, lets jus take it as mistakes or maybe a handicap to even things up. But seriously even the people who wasnt in my team could tell that some of the calls were seriously Bias, So what impressions does this give to the non christians around about Christians? Aint that image what we were trying to "maintain"?

Anyway, i've gotta say this again, we're just friends now, nothing more then normal friends. So dont give me special attention, if you really treat me as just a normal friend then pls only do things that friends do, and if you dun keep a special look out for everyone then pls dont look out for me in particular. And I've still gotta say this, please explain that overly enthusiastic celebration for the opposition when we conceded if we were really "friends". As far as i know i would NEVER do something liketat to anyone i know personally, So dun giv me this shit that you're concerned, cause if u were a real friend you would not have made it public that you are against my team and kept everything till the end of the game. So pls pls dun try to deny, its usless, i've got own eyes and ears to understand what you're trying to say. I know that when u cheered for them it was not to "encourage" them it was more to make my team know we were not well liked. If you got nothing to say pls dont say ANYTHING, trying to defend jus makes urself look worst. If u think that by saying that you're not a fake i would believe you're soo wrong. trust me. I know better. I've really really got nothing to say to you already, if you wanna make this public den so be it alright? I wanted this thing to end on the court and just move on no matter what i feel inside but you've gotta post on your blog ya? So okie .. if you want a response here it is. Take it or leave it. I dun really care what you think of me already. I can be a bastard to everyone who reads this but seriously I've got no one i gotta impress and i dont wanna be fake to anyone. this is ME and if you think i've changed i gotta tell u I DID. not everyone stays the same thats why i didnt giv u a chance when you wanted it. This shit is seriously too much. I've got enough on my head already and this is all that matters to you. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.

If we're friends you should know your place.

Won't Go Home Without You"
Maroon 5

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you



Tsk Tsk, New blog song! Haha .. I've never really liked Maroon 5, till this song that is !! haha .. Jus like the way he kinda "Whines" through the whole song, It really makes the song nicer! Lol.

Anyway It has kinda been a Long time since i last posted, actually been kinda busy la. But then again when was i ever NOT busy? haha. Lots of stuff happened this month and things which i thought i've got it all controlled jus came up again. I guess in the end I'm jus still affected by all this nonsense happening around me. =X

Ytd was Horrible, Argh! Went down to help mike pack up his office as he was gonna move on monday but i totally DIDNT NOE I WOULD HAVE TO FACE MY GREATEST DISLIKE!! I Hate cockroaches !!!! Ytd while packing his office I was kinda "Fearless" at 1st jus taking every box without any fear. THATS UNTIL I OPENED A BOX WITH 3 -4 Cockroaches INSIDE!! Omg Omg OMG! I was totally freaked out aftertat la. And best! Mike was constantly commenting on how useless I am. But seriously I HATE COCKROACHES!!! Eeeek!!

And ytd i saw COCKROACHES of ALL shapes and sizes!! So i gave up packing the inside of the room and went to the hall. Kinda "Sabotaged" Jerome to go into the room to pack la, cause i went out to take his Spot Haha. And apparently I'm not the only one who Hates cockroaches!! hahaha .. Apparently Jerome does too! Lol~ So I'm NOT A WUSS, I'm NOT!!! =X Kekeke .. Only Mike's weird!! Haha ..

Why god, why create COCKROACHES!!! i mean if u wanna create somethin, can u make it look nicer and less Gross? Urgh .. At least make it move slower so that i would be able to COLLECT myself before running away! Hahaha .. I can only tolerate cockroaches if i see them running AWAY from me, but when they start running AT me i totally flip. I dun CARE, I mean i HATE IT!!! hahhaa ..

Oook .. Duno why this whole post started becoming a rant against Cockroaches, but Wadeva!! I still HATE THEM! Hahaha .. Why GOD? WHY???!! =X

Anyway ytd after leaving the cockroach infested office Mike and I went over to Geylang FOR FOOD (Stop What u're Thinking U SICK MIND!)!! and i mean REAL FOOD, not the "Live Chicken" nonsense =.= .. Zzzz .. Anyway the food at Geylang is Really NICE LOR!! haha .. Yum Yum~ I most prob would be goin there more often already .. Kekeke .. Cheap and GOOD FOOD~ Lol~ ...

Oh ya, Today was working at Starbucks, and got to know that BurgerKing next to us caught fire ytd! So it was closed !! haha .. So all the hungry people looking for croissants had no choice but to come over to Starbucks and buy the Uber EX Croissants Lol! Interesting~ Hahaha .. I mean we've experienced Flooding and Fire already Whats NEXT?? haha .. Maybe we'll have an earth quake SOON~ =X .. And then it'll be OUR time to close shop !! Lol~ ..

Wadeva~ This has been a LONG LONG post, And ITS NOT EMO! Haha .. =P

ChaO~